I have been thinking about different things in my head. Things don’t get easier when I reached 30+. I think I have been so used to being alone. Responsibilities tend to overwhelm me. There are just a lot of things to think about, most of the things. Most difficult things to manage are the emotions and feelings of the people around me. I couldn’t even manage my own. Relationship is.. it’ more than just analyzing the cause and effect. It’s more than just finding the root cause of a problem. It’s more than just remembering the important points. It’s not even close to just computing things. There are variables that constantly change – people. They could be unpredictable. They have feelings and emotions. And most of the time, they do things not because of the facts in front of them, but because of what they feel at the moment.