Learning to code at 37

I started my journey when I was 34, which was over 2 years ago. It’s not easy. I spent years of procrastinating, self-doubt, finding reasons, before I took my first step. Learning at my age has a lot of obstacles. It’s not easy to switch. I have been doing the same job in the past almost 2 decades. I didn’t have a CS degree. And though I have always been capable of self-learning, know how to do HTML and CSS, I always have that feeling that I cannot do this. At my age, I have shorter patience to results. I want to see the end of the tunnel all the time. I wanted to see the benefit right away. And I need to see it working asap.